Iris
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dreams
last night i dreamt you came to my house. i dreamt you climbed into bed with me. i was calm. alls i said is it better not be you. you climbed in anyway. i could feel myself get angry. i told you to get out. you did. i did not even open my eyes i just knew it was you. then you came back again, persistant, you climbed back in bed with me. i calmly told you to get out. you did. i was so angry inside but on the outside i was so calm. i hate you. i wish nothing good for you. karma will get you in the end.
Nightmares
What the hell. You know why after 17 years I am now having nightmares again. what has triggered this? i want him out of my thoughts. the smell is revolting, i can smell it, i can taste it in my mouth again, why after all this time i cannot let go? i feel so ashamed. I feel dirty. dont touch me. dont talk to me. i might cry. but these nightmares have got to STOP. how do you make them go away? i do not understand why i can still hear those haunting words in my ears. i remember how i felt, i feel as if i am 18 again. christ. MAKE IT FUCKING STOP. Ambien does not work!!!!! I still dream……….
