Alright I have carried this long enough….

Here are a few words that have not been spoken in 17 years….

I hate you. I hate what you did to me. I hate the fact I said NO. You broke into my room. You stumbling into my room. Falling into my bed, pulling down my tapestry. We broke up. it was over. you could not handle that. you know I can still smell the stale beer sickening sweet breathe you had. That glazed look in your eye. Like nothing was going to stop you…I can still feel my arms held down. The smell of the candles i had burning in my room. The vulgar sounds you made in my ear. Me crying. you did not care. you did not remember you were so drunk and high. you got up and walked into my closet thinking it was the bathroom. You are so gross. i hate you.